If only you’d listen to me, I mean REALLY listen to me. You would know how I feel. Meeting you was like the first day of my life. Having you close was like heaven on earth. Having you ripped away was like hell on earth. But waiting for you, waiting for you was it. Our love letters, our raunchy ones. The ones that were so sweet, I couldn’t help but cry. My love for you growing to an outrageous amount. Learning that no matter what happens, you were my one & only. Having you come home & us being a family. Sleeping next you every night. Your smell. Your smile. The way you kiss me. Rubbing your back. Your adorable ticklish spots. Playing with your hair. Those freckles. That face. Waking up to you each morning. Having you around. Those were the best days of my life. & now that your gone, I feel lost. I’m not all here. You took so much of me with you that I don’t even know what to do. I just want to love you, give you everything you deserve. Why won’t you just let me do that? All I need is one chance, & you’d be mine again. I need my best friend back. My lover. My rock. My heart. My husband… I love you. You’re the best part of me. I want you back. I NEED you back. Please come home..